Thursday, April 15, 2010

Twinkle, twinkle little star, how i wonder what you are

My favorite song when I was a little girl was of course Twinkle, twinkle little star but the journey to being one of the Worlds best Astrologers ever hasn’t been all that glitters.

My first experience with the heavens was being alone in my backyard with the biggest Full Moon imaginable and hanging on to my backyard fence and watching it all by myself. I felt something; I felt an intelligence, which has carried me through to who I am today. I still get those experiences. After being detained in Mexico the car driving me back to the airport was followed by the Pleiades star cluster, literally and I felt a connection then too. The feeling was not to worry but let go and let the universe carry me through, I did, and it did.
I am always shocked to see how the natural rhythm of the universe works. On the day of my divorce I couldn’t have planned it better, if there was any question in my mind about doing the right thing; my divorce was final on a New Moon and the auspicious day of the Bengali New Year, who knew? It didn’t feel auspicious so I guess I just have to take universe’s word for it.
For someone who grew up in what a former boyfriend said were humble beginnings I have lived most of my entire adult life behind walls and in gated communities with lots of people around me. For me, being alone is freeing. It takes me back to those rare moments in my life when I have been alone, a little girl connecting with an amazing Full Moon.

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